re: Return
by xMykungfu on 2009/11/01 9:07
Hey all -- first off, I want to say that I am sorry again for leaving the way I did and betraying all of your trust.
I'd just like to clarify now that it has been a bit and the stress is over as to why exactly I left. Some of us play this game for different reasons, and I had thought my reason was to raid on the highest level -- this wasn't something I could go to the officers to fix as it is not how Judgement is mean't to raid. There was never any bad thoughts about Judgement's progression -- Judgement is not that kind of guild. I had to leave because I thought I wanted to raid like that of "Genesis," if I had stayed I would still be unsure of what I wanted and it would be eating away at me.
However, after I had gone over and experienced everything I thought it would be, I realized that I was wrong and had made a huge mistake -- I know where my place is now and where I am most happy.
Although I can say now that it was a huge mistake, I'm not sure if I regret it as if I had stayed, I would still be unhappy and questioning my being here. Now I am certain of where I should be, so I came back with the knowledge that I may just be here to *chill* unguilded, but I was treated to a nice surprise as far as officers' and guildies' views on what happened.
Hope I can regain trust eventually, thanks.
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